I still want it all to be OVER! No, I am not going to end my life...I just don't want to do this anymore. I am so done and over all of this mess...Lord, please just take me out of the equation so I don't have to deal with anyone or anything anymore! Obviously, I am at YOUR mercy, because You are the one that has numbered my days and YOU are the one that determines when I check out. I know that I can continue putting one foot in front of the other because You give me the strength to do so. I know that I can continue to get through all of the emotions and survive the hurt because You are my protection. I just don't want to do this anymore...for the first time in my life I REALLY want to just quit.
You are my refuge. You are my hiding place. You are my peace. You are my joy. You are my defense. You are my salvation. When I cannot or will not take one step further, You pick me up and carry me. When I want to give up and quit, You refuse to give up or quit on me. You are faithful, loving, kind and merciful. Be my strength and rock this day!
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