Homesick...

I woke up this morning feeling an overwhelming need to just cry.  I am homesick.  I love my grands.  I love my son and daughter-in-law...but I so need to be home with my husband, surrounded by my stuff.  I just wanna go home.  I need answers as to what God wants us to do now.  Where He wants us to be now...I don't like being in limbo.  I don't like feeling at loose ends.  I don't like this stinking depression.  This is going to be a rough day and even the meds aren't exactly helping.  I'm turning into a basket case.  I should probably call my counselor...but struggle with trying to do it on my own.  Ahhhhhh!  I hate this!  God I NEED to hear from YOU!  My son can't figure out why I'm in tears and I can't explain it.  Someone turned the faucet on, it jammed and won't shut off!