Not likely! Just about the time I think that I can start moving again...BAM! the rug gets jerked out from underneath me. I think that I have actually found something worse than someone you thought loved you talking behind your back...doing it on facebook as though you aren't going to know who they are talking about. One thing is certain though...it is there in black and white...no denying it, unless of course you wise up and delete the post.
I wonder how long it will be before those who have been sending messages and notes of love and encouragement will also jump onto the gossip's bandwagon and begin judging me as well. I know that many will think that I brought this upon myself and that I should have expected this and to a degree, they would be right...but what I never expected was to be made to feel expendable or worthless. Considering that I have not been spoken to by ANYONE over me concerning my action or decision...that is exactly how I feel, expendable, worthless and unloved by those professing to be a child of God.
I have been looking in the mirror and am coming face-to-face with who I am and what I believe and I am trusting God to show me through His Word what I am to follow since that is what He will judge me by...too bad that too many people are so convinced that they have nothing left to work on in their own lives so they no longer need to look into the mirror.
This is going to be a rough day!
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