Procrastination is in my nature. I haven't felt like doing anything for the past week...matter of fact, even if I had felt like it, I physically couldn't have done it...but now, I feel like accomplishing something and what am I doing? I'm blogging instead of doing what I should be...what is up with that? Last week, I was frustrated and beating myself up because the "depression" was preventing me from doing anything and now that I'm in a better frame of mind, I'm procrastinating. Even though procrastination, in the end, gives me that "high and rush of adrenaline" that I get when I'm pushed against a deadline to get something done...I don't think he really is my friend...I'm starting to realize that he is my enemy and that I need to kick him out of my life for good!
Depression is like a roller coaster...it starts and you go up and then down and around, but eventually, you do come to the end...I am so ready to get to the end, but there are probably a few more ups and downs and crazy turns before I get there.
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