This week has been rough. Battling migraines, back spasms, swollen eyeballs, stressed out and restless nights...had a moment of deja-vu that caused me to realize exactly what the problem is. Tomorrow is the day that the door closes on a 3 year dream. It also brings to end a 47 year chapter of my life. I don't deal well with change, especially changes of this magnitude. It is no wonder that my body is having fits.
I am hoping that once tomorrow passes, all of these issues will resolve as I stop looking back and start looking forward to where God is going to lead in this new season of my life. I am very grateful that I have a therapy session tomorrow...it is going to be a difficult day. Thankfully, I can see again, but the pain in my head just will not let up.
I am grateful that I am beginning to recognize what is causing the pain, as well as the gloom that descends at times. I also have discovered that the lexipro that I am on is too strong...all I want to do is sleep, so back to 5 mg for me.
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