Yep, I guess I have been missing in action since my last post. I thought that I would be okay after the 10th...didn't work out that way. I have had a battle with the depression and it didn't help that even though I felt better on the 10 mg...it was making me want to sleep all the time, so I had to cut back to the 5 mg which doesn't keep me on as even a keel as the 10 mg does, but I am awake when I am supposed to be. So, suffice it to say...the emotional battle that I was already dealing with was compounded by the change in my meds and I have truly been trying to avoid anyone and everyone possible. That is my typical M.O. When depression hits, I crawl into the deepest, darkest hole I can find and shut EVERYONE out. My therapist wasn't having any of that.
Anyway...the dark is starting to lift. I am visiting our youngest son and his family and having a great time with our grandson. So...it may be a while before I post anything again. I really don't have much to say in spite of all that I've been facing...I don't know what to say, everything is tied up in knots in my mind and my gut, so until I can get it figured out...
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